I find it quite hard to find the balance in anything these days. It is either it is too much of one thing, or too little of it, or sometimes in an utterly awkward situation, having both at the same time. Even when I tried my best to strike the balance, one side always seems to tip off heavier.
Trying really hard to find my symmetry again. I know it is impossible to please everyone, but it just irks me off when you know and everyone else knows you have tried your best, but certain people still beat you down and say that you have not done enough.
I am not trying to prove anything, but sometimes I feel like I am gulping down wine from an empty glass.
And even when the glass breaks, no one will know there was never a drop of liquid inside.
So why bother?
I just keep on drinking and drinking from the empty glass.
Maybe if I drink enough I would get myself drunk.