This is utterly out of the ordinary. And I mean it.
I never knew I would feel this way, but I actually currently interestingly do.
I am in a superbly excited and "high" mode right now.
Because IT is coming. The DAY is coming. As much as I contradict myself in commenting on how much I would not want it instead not too long ago, now that I have decided to embrace it with open arms, somehow, things changed.
I want it now. I
fucking deserve it. And I will get it.
Until the day comes, I will wait in eagerness and joy.
And when it comes, I will live the day, and spread the joy and splendour to you beautiful people out there !!
Do check back, after the DAY.
*smiling to self non-stop*